I was a storm -

I was a storm when you met me.
Bolts of fire igniting my soul,
Chaos rattling inside my bones.
I was afraid of you building up walls
to keep my whirlwinds of devastation out.

I have always felt difficult to love.
Unworthy of  ______________.

I see things differently now.
You know how to love [me.]
When I am sad
When I am imperfect & unhinged
When I hurt & when I hate.

You unveiled to me that the moon too
possesses a side of darkness that goes unseen.
Nothing can be luminous all of the time.

I cannot explain it,
but you illuminate
lifetimes within me.

I can finally empty out
this graveyard of memories
I have built inside my head.
I can clean out these cobwebs,
lay these negative reflections to rest.

You were a storm when I met you.
Bolts of fire igniting inside of your head,
Chaos rattling inside of your bones.
I do not fear these tornadoes
living inside of your soul.

d.g.h.

Letting go:

Discontinuing relations with one another

is a lot like rekindling an old love you never knew existed.

Not until your eyes meet theirs and the sound of their voice

makes you feel grateful to even be alive.

And in reality, 

that is exactly what happened.

So,

thank you.

Inhale, Exhale. -

Inhale.
Feelings run freely like oceans & cosmic showers.
I do not expect you to hold yourself together.
I do not expect me to hold myself together.
Moments are now fractured
and memories are meaningless.
Pull yourself together.
(internally I speak)
Exhale.

It is what it is -

You need to let go of so much 

so you can be happy again. 

Wake up:

Sleep can't fix this.

What will it take? -

You could be so much more
than you are willing to be.
Take a walk outside of
your comfort zone.

Jasmine green tea and leftover thoughts -

I think that it is imperative
to be aware of the fact
you can miss something greatly,
but not want it back.

Destruction holds its own -

Entwined within
the conceptualization
and commencement of
the formation of
malevolence
(self) discovery
somehow leading to
the root of
malevolence
only to destroy it.