I have carried your heart with me for far too long.
I am drowning in my suffering.
A heavy heart, and even heavier cogitation.
I have developed an appetite for clarity,
that only subtraction of sentiment will bring.
My fear has made anchor inside of me,
but is one in the same with what will free me from this relentless pain.
I am not yet ready,
but soon will be needing to say my goodbyes.
I will miss you endlessly.
I am
sorry
this is the road
needed to take
to forget
you.
You are doing what is needed for you.
So you let me go.
This is my way of doing so,
this
is
for
ME.
