Solitude
only sounds appealing
because there is lack of risk involved.
COMPLETE REFUGE.
The consistency of doing whatever the hell you want,
whenever the hell when you want to do it.
I think that there is some type of security in that.
Even so, no human being
with a healthy sense of self
wants that long term.
It's a safety mechanism
for existence, for "living."
Protection from:
disappointment & heartache
A safeguard
against finding resolution
difficult decisions
Possible life alterations.
The "unknown" factor involved.
F|E|A|R is your keeper now.
Engulfed with that notion,
knowing that
[no] one person exists
that can fix yourself for
you.
[but you]
The (un)fortunate reality that
no person has the ability
to fill up our empty gaps,
- to make us whole.
We must discover
internal autonomy.
This is an absolute necessity.
Survival at best.
Running away
-to another city;
Running away
-into someone else's arms.
Nothing can save you.
There is no escape.
This bitter truth
is that IS the reality
you continue to disregard
meaning that you must be willing
to face
it.
Are
you
willing?
Always attempting to elude
(your demons)
*the longer you refuse to accept
you
created them.
They
will haunt you
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;;; endlessly,
This
is
your
only
option.
Sooner
or
Later
-you will.
