Saturday, February 13, 2016

What does wanting "more" even mean?

Some days; most days
 I legitimately feel I am bearing the weight of the entire fucking world. 
 Life, infectiously digging.
 Talons etched inside my skin.
 Familiarized. 
I know this level of intimacy all too well. 
No need for explanation.
I become one;I am one. 
 Battling comfort. 
 All the while facing discomfort. 
 Within these moments I confront everything. 
 Face to face.
I am mirroring time within itself. 
I challenge the mental process. 
Can't you see that I am finally awake?
 Such instances, so instantaneously.
 What has brought me here in the first place? 
 First and foremost- 
Take care of you.
 Never forgetting, Nor allowing anything other. 
 Sabotage the thoughts, 
Do not sabotage the self. 
 ((Do you hear me? Do you hear?))
 - It's time you cared enough to listen. 
It's time you wanted something more.