Farewell -

Never ceasing to search for some sort of sign or reason.

Amaurosis is setting in.

Am I doing this involuntarily 

or 

Do I simply feel obliged

>> ? <<

I have no answer for that.

__.I must vacate.__

Love can build you 

and

Love will break you.

Take note (of) :

 Who helps fill the void 
and

Who causes it.

The consistency is not here.

I cannot be the deciding factor.

I know this now.

Do not settle. 

You deserve the cosmos 

and 

all of the stars in the fucking sky.

Love is not a game of hot and cold.

Sorry does not always cut it.

Meaningless excuses,

Rationality of cruelty

||Remember to love yourself too.||

...

This is nothing more than white noise

distorting the clear picture.

That, that is not love. 

[You should not have to be destroyed to be built up.]

I have been through hell and back.

I would do it all again.

Because you are worth it. 

To me you were always worth it.

And now I know first hand.

No matter how much you feel,

No matter how much you try,

You cannot put in the effort of two separate individuals 

e*x*p*e*c*t*i*n*g

to feel equitably satisfied.

I need to open myself up to someone who levels me out. 

Someone who wants me to feel loved as I the same for them.

I sense that I am being reasonable, 

but correct me if I am wrong.

** Relationships require tedious work
 Patience and maintenance. 

Only the foolish think otherwise.

It is fundamentally necessary to accept this notion.

I can not wait for you to awaken.

Sadly,
that day will never come.

Your eyes are glued shut.

I don't have time to pick out the glue.

Patience is a virtue.
Nothing worth having comes easy.

You let me go.

You set me free.

I 

WAS

WORTH 

FIGHTING

FOR.
&
One
day
you
will
realize
this
too.