Thursday, July 2, 2015

I am glass

I woke up this morning 
and I just did not feel the same.
Is it possible to stop loving someone over night?
Is this the reality of things 
or is this subconsciously involuntary?

Was I forcing myself to love them 
or the opposite of that?
Is it best for me 
to surrender to this notion?
Is it best for me 
to pretend this never took place?

Observing from afar, 
but not so far away at all,
YOU have been doing all of which I have listed.

Why do I care?

What does it matter?

Where do I go from here?

Is this the end?

I am being bombarded with such reservation
by thy self that I cannot even answer fully myself.

Where to go,
What to do,
How to feel
...
I do not know.